originally written in 2012, posted today for whatever reason people post shit from the past: (also perfect for valentine's day tbh) and the gift that keeps on giving just keeps on giving. so now smrge is going to his pal's wedding - the one we were invited to together. i suspect (and i know i'm really good about these things, my intuition on this stuff is acute....i cant tell when he's lying to me, but i can sure read his patterns like a book) he is either taking My Replacement #2 with him (though that might be odd for all of them) or he is making a(nother) vacation out of it and stopping off in NOLA to visit her on the way there or back. Either way, it boggles my mind that he can literally emotionally divorce himself of me so easily. Why does it not bother him at all that I am left hanging, that he had made all these plans with me, that he had made all these promises to me? WHY DOES HE NOT CARE? AGAIN? It burns like acid on a papercut that he and this other girl are s
